I'll tell you, this past few years have put more age in my spiritual life than anything before.
Folks I trusted, betrayed me.
People I loved, left me.
Superiors I obeyed, disappointed me, lied to me, and shunned me.
What a whirlwind. Truly, the refiner's fire.
Though God remained constant & ever-present.
God, His infinity kept me.
As I let go of so many, I held tighter to my Jesus.
How well I learned to lean.
No matter how far I fell; how disgraced I was; how rejected I felt:
God was even lower. No, don't you see. Never could I be lower
than God and his presence.
God has felt All.
God knows Low.
&
God lifts Up.
I am a living Psalm, a today Psalm, a Psalm of Ascent.
Oh, I lift my eyes to the Lord
from where does my help come? (Ps. 121)
Those are living words and I live them and am a part of them
and was created by them to glorify Him forever.
And, forevermore.

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